calm
calmThe bells striked eleven times
And thirty swallows just flew by,
One per minute crossed the sky
Opening the dark mean murk
A deep blue stripe between the clouds
Shining with a golden light,
Showing it the saintly path
Which everyone will walk someday
Silver dust crossing the sky
Walking in the golden light,
Playing like a little girl
While leaving all the pain behind
In a second you just saw
The smiling face you won't forget,
As a child it used to give you strength,
She will be there omnipresent
The memories she left behind
The hugs she gave to you,
But the most important thing
Is the love you feel for her.
BoNE
In memory of my beloved Grandmother, may she rest in peace.
You, who I don't understand
You, who doesn't try to understand
You, who hugs me without a reason
You, who I hug with a reason
You, who is selfish and egocentric
You, who lets me be selfish and egocentric
You, who makes me laugh everyday
You, who I can make smile everyday
You, who is there when I need you
You, who is there even if I don't need you to be
You, who doesn't stop my personal growth
You, who I try hard to make grow
You, whom I kiss tenderly while we hug
You, who gives me a tender kiss in the middle of the night
You, who dissolves every dawn
You, who I can't see in the day
Yes, you without a face, without a name
Without a body or a soul
Who I can meet when I fall inside that darkness
That warm, cozy and familiar dark place
You... You that doesn't exist outside of that place
Who I will keep yearning to meet everyday
Who I will meet again when the sun hides and my eyes close
Until the dawn comes to wake me up...
And I have to say goodbye
You... Who I came to hate
BoNE
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Translation:
「Reliance」
Vocals by: Itou Kanako
The intermittent commotion on the street illuminated by the gray sky full of stars comes to an end
The repeatedly forced and requiered answer
One grain of the emotions is dissolving in the night
Why does my heart screams "I want to see you"
It turns ambiguous, the faint memory
Trascending time and space there'll be a door
It will surely connect with you
The countless memories are flowing out into the night sky
While I only stare at the returning wave drawing near
"I can't see you" but I'm beside you
The fitting key turns, distant memories
Now... The universe will embrace you, the wind will blow
The world will change, or so I thought
Even without a door I will trascend time and space
And will surely connect with you
Original Kanji:
「リライアンス」ー いとうかなこ
霞んだ星空 街は光を増して
行き交うざわめき 包み込まれた
答えを求めて 繰り返し弾き出す
想いがひと粒 夜に溶けてく
“会いたい” ナゼか 心叫ぶ
曖昧になる 淡い記憶
時空(とき)を超えられる 扉があるなら
必ずあなたへつなげて
無数の想いが 夜空へと流れ出す
寄せて返す波 眺めてるだけ
“会えない” だけど そばにいるよ
合カギを回す 遠い記憶
今 宇宙(そら)を抱いて 風に吹かれたら
世界を変えられる 気がした
時空(とき)を超えられる 扉がなくても
必ずあなたへとつながる
Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORhrncfkD
These is NOT an official translation. It's pure fanwork.
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Have you ever thought about living on a different time? A different place? Just disappear and start fresh on a completely different place, where no one knows who the hell are you, where you're not bounded by those bonds people call family, where you can be yourself and find people that accept you for who you are and nothing else?
I have, I have dreamed about that utopia, where I can forget about others and just worry about finding MY own happiness, where I can show just how selfish I am, how "wrong" my moral is and don't worry about what others will think, where I can just go doing whatever I want and others won't give a damn about it because it's none of their business, where I won't have someone behind me saying "that's wrong" or "you should worry about him/her because of this/that" where there's no fucking right or wrong, where I can just do whatever I want without so many walls trying to tell me what I'm trying is "wrong".
That world doesn't exist, that utopia is just on my imagination, where it should be, as I am not in "heaven" but in "hell" I came here to suffer and grow of the bad experiences, or at least that's what I tell myself so I can endure this living hell I live inside myself each day, how I fake that smile and laugh every day and every hour, how I can't show who I am because people will just take their way and leave me behind little by little, because they don't care about me, but I care about them, this world that is more broken than anything else.
I wish I could stay on that frozen time I had a few months back, where I was smiling and forgot about these thoughts, when I was what you would call "happy" for a few hours. My insistence to go back to that frozen time is big, I want to, but maybe this desire is eating me and creating a monster, a monster that will make you go away, that will scare you. I'm making you go away, when that's the last thing I want to do, my fears and desire to go back are making me make mistakes.
You know why most people are not happy? Because they keep thinking about that time and place, that other world they had a taste of, that utopia they want to live in, but never tried to go to.
restless